alzheimer-free

im again playing with irreconcilable words.  how can bumming be an inspiration and how can inspiration come from bumming around?

i have realized that this has been the circle of events that my life has been rounding about for years.  each time i feel bad, sad, stumped or low i bum around.  the past week was not really a bum week since i was doing an entry for the philippine art awards made from century-old rail road ties (which is illegal to collect by the way..hehehe).  but i kind of run thru it lazily by occasionally running to my room for the AC fix in the heat of the afternoon sun!

i notice that i may bum around because the necessary crude systems and operational quick fixes were installed at my accudish satellites biz project.  i have leveled the boat on the 3rd month for smooth sailing ops without my presence (which is the longest in my projects).  i know that further polishing would make it ready for expansion which i dont usually do on a new venture without a 3-year ground test.

i may bum around because the challenge of making the recent biz project work is not so demanding after three months.  i may be very lucky that i have picked trustworthy staff to run the projects on auto pilot by the time i get bored to reap in assets (mostly without checking a cent).  i maybe again finding a fire to burn my desire to make some new projects work.  the fire of sadness is the most effective emotion!  lately, i was forcing some situations by placing in unnecessary moves just to be sad!  i was addicted to the idea of being sad that im artificially creating situations to be sad because it drives me.  that drive will helps me create a new project that could be either financially rewarding or create a seemingly impossible feat to reality.

waaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!  when will this cycle end!hehehehe

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